There is not a lot to say when you look around your life and realize that you have been on a constant trail of destruction. I look back and can see past the few accomplishments to see the amount of people in my life that basically were worse off knowing me.

I know that there has been good in my life, and because of me some good has happened. But many times I just picture if I were friends with me, I would feel let down.

Cause I’m a letdown, don’t put your faith in me
I’m a burnout in the third-degree
I’ll get your hopes sky-high, then I’ll kill ’em dead
So expect the worst, then a little less

I am sure it will be fine, but there is nothing worse than realizing that the people in your life are worse off because of you.