The past is such a confusing thing. Everyone says you have to learn from it and push forward with what you have learned. But what if you can’t move forward? What if the past is frozen in your memory with the pains it has caused others?
It’s easy to get past my own pain and hurt. However, getting past what I have done to others is not possible. Knowing that someone out there has to live with the choices and actions I made.
It’s unfair to them. It’s unfair to the world. No matter what I have tried, I am stuck. I feel empty and hurt knowing what I have done.
Lately I’ve been living in a still framePictures from the past that I cannot changeStuck on replayCan’t turn off my brain‘Cause lately I’ve been living in a still frameOf memories that only wanna kill meThe only escape is not being awakeLiving in a still frame
Trying to find the escape…. any way that is possible.